Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Dispuesto: Coming Home

"Trust in the Lord with all thine heart, and lean not on thy own understanding."

Chile Santiago, has a piece of my heart that I will never get back. The people I met, the lives I saw change, and the families who welcomed me with open arms: They left a mark that is impossible to erase. 
This last Friday I was released from my mission on medical leave. I don't understand why I had to come home, but I trust my Heavenly Father. He has a plan for me, for you, and for every person on this earth. Something I have really come to terms with, is not just doing things because every one expects me to, or because they want me to, but because it is the Lord's will. 
I am made the decision prayerfully and with the Lord;s guidance not to go back out on a mission. My heart is broken, but I trust that the Lord has great things in store for me. He only does what will make us the happiest. 
Serving a mission was the greatest decision I ever made. I gained a testimony that I will never be able to shake. Jesus is the Christ. He is my best friend. And Heavenly Father, he is my dad and knows who I am. They love me and have given me a constant guide: The Spirit. 
When things don't go as you planned, trust that God has a reason in His grand plan. 
Some of the greatest trials are your greatest blessings in disguise.

God knows you. And He will show you the way.

I love you all & am grateful to be home.
I trust God's plan for me here.

xoxo

Hermana Upton

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Don't have too much time for a mass email.
An update: I am alive!
I guess there was an earthquake? Yup. Did not feel a thing haha so don't worry.
My health: y'all its complicated haha. I have a lot of issues and basically they are sending all my results to SLC for them to decide.
Crossing my fingers.

I have had lots of time to think these past couple of days since I have been dead ridden.
And something I want to share is this:
Stop holding grudges. 
Just live life with you heart on your sleeve and love every one. And if they reget that love then shame on them. But you, you love them. You forgive them and you let go of hate. There is no time to hate people and judge them and be offended, if you just love them.

LOVE IS THE ANSWER.

I am trying to learn how to love this sickness.
BLAH.
No pics this week cus I was just in bed all week. haha
I love you!

Read Matthew 5, 6, and 7.




Love you all!

xoxo
Hermana Upton